Ha! My neighbors won’t stop talking about how weird they think I am. If they only knew. Some of them are repelled by me, which is exactly as I want it. Their energy leaves a bad taste in my mouth when I get close enough to them to breathe the same air as they do. I’ve been told that they think that they are hurting my feelings when they ignore me or give me nasty looks. Quite the opposite. I am always grateful for the wide berth, and am not opposed to creating that wide berth myself when need be.

Every now and then I encounter someone who is easier to be near, but I even need breaks from them. Often. Even the nice ones just can’t quite seem to relate to me, even though at times they seem to be drawn to me like a moth to a flame. A few of them have told me that something just feels different about me, but they can’t put their finger on it. That’s fine, because I can’t truly relate to them either. So, I spend most of my time going quietly about my business.

What business, you might ask? Well, it’s hard to explain, but I will try. I go around taking measurements. Energy measurements. There are wild fluctuations which even though most people aren’t truly aware of them, they still feel them. These fluctuations have a major impact, and much of the time it isn’t good. As seems to be the case with just about everything here, the negative seems to have an easier time of amplifying than the positive. My job is to measure, then use my tools to equalize the energy.

Some of the people are transmitting such high levels of negative energy, that it has been almost devastating. The things that they do to one another, to the planet, to the wildlife…they’re unspeakable, but much of it comes from lack of understanding or unresolved issues from things they’ve experienced. Then you have the rare handful who are simply negative energy transmitters. These ones only seem to relate to one another, and even then, they’d stab one another in the back, literally, if it meant reaching their objective.

The commander tried to prepare me for what I would encounter when I came to this planet, but it is something that you can only prepare for so much. I can see why we had to come here. There is so much to be neutralized. Most of the things that go on here are things that we’ve never encountered where I’m from. Now, the handful of negative transmitters are something I’ve encountered before. Luckily for us, they were eradicated from our planet thousands of years ago. It only took us a few days to get rid of them, but humans just aren’t quite equipped to figure it out…yet.

Part of the equalization of energy which is taking place here is done by charging the humans who are essentially good beings, which is the largest number of them by the way. Many of them get what they need simply by walking by us because we naturally transmit the energy from us into them. There are the stubborn ones, and the ones who’ve been through too much to be able to safely handle it. Those are the ones we take aboard our ships. We help them, then we bring them back. Once the humans have been restored, they help us with the mission, even though most of them aren’t fully aware of what is going on.

Those few that I talked about earlier, the dark ones, well, most wouldn’t want to know what we do with them. It’s best that I don’t even write about that here, just in case someone finds this log before I go back home, which hopefully won’t be too much longer. Once we get the balance restored we can leave, and the humans can finish the job of saving themselves. Shit, here comes another one. “Transmitter on.”